annyoung^^
haissss~~~~ again i've dreaming abt OPPA (DBSK & JYJ) huhuhuhuhu~~~~ (TT___TT) i shouldn't happy n proud abt ths dream acctly coz it's abt my oppa right? but wht mk me sad, evrytms i dreaming abt thm, it's alwys in worse situation. last night, i dream whc i shld choose btw JYJ & DBSK(Younho & Changmin).
in tht dream, im in army whc evryone knw thm well. whn my leader knw tht i have feeling towards Yunho oppa, my leader start push me to tell a true who im really love btw JYJ & DBSk right now. *sigh* i dunno why ths situation exist in my dream n why i shld doing tht, but wht im remember im really scared in tht moment. the most worse situation, i shld say it in front of Yunho & Changmin oppa...but, it's same the group of people whc push me to make a choose more want me choose JYJ thn DBSK. cause in tht dream i dunno why my sister also thr, n she really cruel towards Yunho & Changmin oppa, whr she jst killed pet Changmin oppa have. (i dunno why the pet Changmin oppa have it's a little chicken.. (^O^) hahahahaha) my sister same like hate DBSk knw...(hahahaha (^O^)). whn evryone still push me to say a true, i couldn't say anythg n i just can say tht i really love all of thm, but i still get push from my leader to say true....whn i keep say tht i love all of thm, all group of people in thr start to hate me, tht jst treat me worse n some of thm keep whispering abt me. i jst pretend tht i dun care abt it n keep going with the group of people. whn we need take a exam, evryone jst ignore me n dun wan tell me abt wht kind of exam we take n wht tiem it start....now i knw bcoz i couldn't mk a choose evryone boycott me. until come one of my old friend n tell me evrythg, evn she same look hate me, she still try to be nice towards me. so in the end i jst follow her. whn i keep doing like tht, she non-stop mumbling to me abt why im so hard to make a decision abt who i like (still abt JYJ & DBSK) but i told her, tht i knw thm as a 5, so how can i mk a choose to pick whc one most i like now?....she jst silenct abt it. whn we doing a training like a army, evryone didn't gv a hand n keep trying avoiding me. i dunno wht a big problem will happend jst bcoz i love thm as 5. whn my training nearly end, i meet my leader bck, n my leader order me to stand in front of hundread person n agn tell abt who i choose, in the same time, i see oppa also thr. whn i start to open my mouth....i jst woke up!!!!!
arggggg!!!!! so annoying right?!!!!! why i can't done my dream abt thm? im also wondering abt why i keep dreming thm, it's same like somethg really happend to thm right now....ummmm, when i surf internet in my rest time, i really shock see a news abt JYJ.....n i told myself....*oooo~~~~ tht's why i keep dreaming abt thm, coz somthg really happnd to thm now*
ummmm....i wonder, tht really whn we keep dreaming abt someone or somthg it will happend in real life or myb tht a somethg trying to tell us???? ummmmm~~~~~~ i really confius abt it... (@ , @)
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
annyoung^^
haisss....why i still feel like not satisfied abt wht i heard from my friend bfr?....(TT__TT). when i heard wht she told me the true abt why she nvr try to contact me aftr we done school, i still feel sad abt it. it's same like thy thought im the one blame n worse for them...yup, i deny it, i really a bad person to thm call me friend on tht time, but i try hard to not let u go.....as i can....
even i called u friend n heard evryone story, i still feel i dun wan let u more burdend abt wht im really feel, do u know how much afraid im when with u. the one who told abt she could forgive me whn i non-stop talk abt how my friendshp with the person i jst meet in 3 month more meaning thn u...it's wrong, bfr we end our school, u the one alrdy leave me alone, whn i need u, u not here, but i keep trying to avoiding abt bad feeling, i knw i still hv anothr friend by myside now...do u knw,how we end? do u know i really wan talk nicely with u bfr i go? but we jst talk by phone n jst meet whn we want or somthg important to do.....i couldn't tell anyone, so i busying myself with anothr friend problem.
the one didn't tell abt she also feel worse abt me, i knw she feel the same towards me to. but, u really good to me until the end im at school, since i be close with u, i alwys feel like someone watch our frndship bhnd, evn i hold u hand, listen wht u story, i still feel burdend with the gaze. i can't tell u abt tht person alrdy spread a bad rumors bhnd me, so bhnd u i shld sttle it with tht person. i doing it bhnd u bcoz i really don wan hurting u, cz i know u alrdy hurting more frm tht person.....but i also knw if u knowing abt wht im doing u will more hurting thn tht person doing right?...but i hope u dun worry, coz wht tht person desired, i nvr try to let it get, i jst make the plan tht person want being delay.....and also i knw the weakness of tht person, she will try treat evryone to come her side with money or thg...how i can do, i love thg like tht, but i couldn't let u hurting my friend anymore even tht person say u the first person be her friend bfr me n she knw u well. i dun think tht person knw u well as i do....????. but i can't start say anythg to u all. u jst keep it, coz i knw if i try told u all the true u still can't belived it right? myb u all jst think tht's jst excussed right? or myb more....i really can't say anythg even now........
abt a 3 month friend i knw n non-stop talk abt, with thm i learn how to step forward with my friend, i wan be a open minded person with u, i learn evrythg n pratice well with 3 month friend thr. whn i bck to u, i try doing evrythg with u all,do u know, the skinship, the way we share problm, not betray anyone, crying, happy, and more expression in frindshp will make we more close?....but we didn't hv change like tht, if evrone jst go n didn't try to fix the hole inside evryone heart well....deep in my heart, i dun miss abt the person 3 month thr as mch as i miss u all forever in my life, but i miss the way frndshp we build thr...n i really hope i could do it with u all, but nothg i can do coz i jst make u put in weak situation n thought tht jst i to proud abt 3 month friend well thn u all....i alrdy heard it from someone abt tht actly.....whn i meet u all, i dunno how mch happiness whole my day, evn i couldn't me u all, jst one @ two of u, it's enough to make me smile n talk abt u with new person i meet.....
story abt our firendship, i alwys bring it evryway actly, but how can i tell ths to u????....i also don't hv any strength to argue abt frndshp btw us anymor....coz person who knw me, we also knw u all, cz i nvr stop share abt scool life, n some of thm proud abt our life u knw....thy alwsy say "waaaa, how amzg u hv tht kind of scool life with wonderful friend" heard tht i jst can smile brightly......but im little bit disspointed whn i heard evrythg frm your mouth...on tht time whn i heard u say u avoiding me coz of tht problm, i jst freeze a while n couldn't say anythg...i jst accpt it. yup, i can accpt it, but lil disspointed, coz u easily can say abt u hate the the most abt me, but i couldn't...i really couldn't do tht....coz since i meet u all, i alrdy promise to protect u all thn my family...n friend alwys first in my life!!!! evn i will hurting my family members, i couldn't do anythg abt ths feeling to, i don't want lie to myslf and hurting alone coz of ths.....
so forgive me if u see me as bad friend u know in yor life.....
to my heaven posmen---------> i still hope thy will not knw ths until now, cz i don't mind if thy'r wan say wht thy want, if tht will make thy more happy, i will fine....i will accpt it, coz i jst wan protect thm well...and dun wan thm hurting agn....how mch hard thy'r life being..evn im the last one knw evrythg too, i will still hold thm tightly in my life until i close my eyes......
yah! do u hv any close friend thn me? do u hv a nice memory at scool? or myb u nvr go to scool? kikikikikikikiki~~~~ i didn't mean to hurting u, but i also curious abt your live my dear Heaven Posmen...whrevr u r, or wht u doing rght now i hope u don't mind k^^ i also the one of your friend k, so u not alone right? coz evrytm i hv a time i will share all my story with u.....ummmmm.....friend..aufffff...now i relief aftr share it with u ^^ TQ~~~~ Q(^__^Q)
haisss....why i still feel like not satisfied abt wht i heard from my friend bfr?....(TT__TT). when i heard wht she told me the true abt why she nvr try to contact me aftr we done school, i still feel sad abt it. it's same like thy thought im the one blame n worse for them...yup, i deny it, i really a bad person to thm call me friend on tht time, but i try hard to not let u go.....as i can....
even i called u friend n heard evryone story, i still feel i dun wan let u more burdend abt wht im really feel, do u know how much afraid im when with u. the one who told abt she could forgive me whn i non-stop talk abt how my friendshp with the person i jst meet in 3 month more meaning thn u...it's wrong, bfr we end our school, u the one alrdy leave me alone, whn i need u, u not here, but i keep trying to avoiding abt bad feeling, i knw i still hv anothr friend by myside now...do u knw,how we end? do u know i really wan talk nicely with u bfr i go? but we jst talk by phone n jst meet whn we want or somthg important to do.....i couldn't tell anyone, so i busying myself with anothr friend problem.
the one didn't tell abt she also feel worse abt me, i knw she feel the same towards me to. but, u really good to me until the end im at school, since i be close with u, i alwys feel like someone watch our frndship bhnd, evn i hold u hand, listen wht u story, i still feel burdend with the gaze. i can't tell u abt tht person alrdy spread a bad rumors bhnd me, so bhnd u i shld sttle it with tht person. i doing it bhnd u bcoz i really don wan hurting u, cz i know u alrdy hurting more frm tht person.....but i also knw if u knowing abt wht im doing u will more hurting thn tht person doing right?...but i hope u dun worry, coz wht tht person desired, i nvr try to let it get, i jst make the plan tht person want being delay.....and also i knw the weakness of tht person, she will try treat evryone to come her side with money or thg...how i can do, i love thg like tht, but i couldn't let u hurting my friend anymore even tht person say u the first person be her friend bfr me n she knw u well. i dun think tht person knw u well as i do....????. but i can't start say anythg to u all. u jst keep it, coz i knw if i try told u all the true u still can't belived it right? myb u all jst think tht's jst excussed right? or myb more....i really can't say anythg even now........
abt a 3 month friend i knw n non-stop talk abt, with thm i learn how to step forward with my friend, i wan be a open minded person with u, i learn evrythg n pratice well with 3 month friend thr. whn i bck to u, i try doing evrythg with u all,do u know, the skinship, the way we share problm, not betray anyone, crying, happy, and more expression in frindshp will make we more close?....but we didn't hv change like tht, if evrone jst go n didn't try to fix the hole inside evryone heart well....deep in my heart, i dun miss abt the person 3 month thr as mch as i miss u all forever in my life, but i miss the way frndshp we build thr...n i really hope i could do it with u all, but nothg i can do coz i jst make u put in weak situation n thought tht jst i to proud abt 3 month friend well thn u all....i alrdy heard it from someone abt tht actly.....whn i meet u all, i dunno how mch happiness whole my day, evn i couldn't me u all, jst one @ two of u, it's enough to make me smile n talk abt u with new person i meet.....
story abt our firendship, i alwys bring it evryway actly, but how can i tell ths to u????....i also don't hv any strength to argue abt frndshp btw us anymor....coz person who knw me, we also knw u all, cz i nvr stop share abt scool life, n some of thm proud abt our life u knw....thy alwsy say "waaaa, how amzg u hv tht kind of scool life with wonderful friend" heard tht i jst can smile brightly......but im little bit disspointed whn i heard evrythg frm your mouth...on tht time whn i heard u say u avoiding me coz of tht problm, i jst freeze a while n couldn't say anythg...i jst accpt it. yup, i can accpt it, but lil disspointed, coz u easily can say abt u hate the the most abt me, but i couldn't...i really couldn't do tht....coz since i meet u all, i alrdy promise to protect u all thn my family...n friend alwys first in my life!!!! evn i will hurting my family members, i couldn't do anythg abt ths feeling to, i don't want lie to myslf and hurting alone coz of ths.....
so forgive me if u see me as bad friend u know in yor life.....
to my heaven posmen---------> i still hope thy will not knw ths until now, cz i don't mind if thy'r wan say wht thy want, if tht will make thy more happy, i will fine....i will accpt it, coz i jst wan protect thm well...and dun wan thm hurting agn....how mch hard thy'r life being..evn im the last one knw evrythg too, i will still hold thm tightly in my life until i close my eyes......
yah! do u hv any close friend thn me? do u hv a nice memory at scool? or myb u nvr go to scool? kikikikikikikiki~~~~ i didn't mean to hurting u, but i also curious abt your live my dear Heaven Posmen...whrevr u r, or wht u doing rght now i hope u don't mind k^^ i also the one of your friend k, so u not alone right? coz evrytm i hv a time i will share all my story with u.....ummmmm.....friend..aufffff...now i relief aftr share it with u ^^ TQ~~~~ Q(^__^Q)
my dreaM.....
ANNYOUNG (^__^)p
on 27/09/11 i jst fall sleep early thn usually, i sleep around 9pm n woke at 10am....but acctly i hope i wouldn't woke anymore n jst stay in my dream. why im say liek ths? (? , ?)...coz, i got really a nice dream. i knw, dream jst a dream and will not become real evn how i do. the dream is abt my oppa(동방신기/DBSK), i also can speak in korean well with them (^_________________^) really nice!!!!!!!, but btw them, i dunno who i am for them, i jst can talk well like we alrdy knw each othr for a long. i wonder, tht im thy manager? or staff who work with thm?...ummmmmm. the sad part i hate in the dream, DBSK is not 5 but only 2, coz 3 of thm alrdy in JYJ. in the dream, it jst start whr i n Jaejoong oppa dicuss abt somethg together (it's same like abt oppa new drama), on teh way im and Jaejoong oppa to the drama location, we accidently meet with Yunho & Changmin oppa in a casual look. whn we meet, agn i jst approach them nicely, we talk a while and Changmin oppa jst gv me a bright smile. i not clear, abt wht i talk with Yunho oppa, but it's same like abt Jeajoong oppa. i dunno why, in the dream, Jeajoong oppa nvr try to talk n approach Yunho & Changmin oppa well, he jst stand a far from thm n waiting for me done talking with Yunho & Changmin oppa. i saw a sadness in Yunho eyes when he look Jeajoong oppa like tht, but i dunno why i jst repetly say sorry to Yunho oppa to. whn it's so long i talk with Yunho oppa, Jeajoong oppa same look like mad towards me, and he jst go. see him like tht, i jst catch Jeajoong oppa back in worry mood. aftr i get Jeajoong oppa, i jst cry n say sorry repetly towards he..aigooo...i dunno why in ths dream, i alwys say 'SORRY'. Jeajoong oppa received my sorry, n we continue our work agn, whn i waiting for Jeajoong oppa done act, Yoochun oppa come to set n jst sit under tree looking at us. whn see Yoochun oppa, i jst replay it with smile....bcoz ths is jst a dream, suddenly the one bzy with act now is Yoochun oppa...(^O^) hahahahahha~~~~~~ Jeajoong oppa alrdy disappear???? aigooooo....dunno~~~~~~, when we in the car, Junsu oppa exist with tear coz bzy playing with twitter~~~~ i dunno in the end of teh dream bcome mo chaos like ths.....aftr all of the agn exist in the stage, i jst woke whn my alarm ringing~~~~ aishhhh~~~ so annoying whn ths happend tooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! OKEY~~~~ abt ths DREAM END HERE!
on 27/09/11 i jst fall sleep early thn usually, i sleep around 9pm n woke at 10am....but acctly i hope i wouldn't woke anymore n jst stay in my dream. why im say liek ths? (? , ?)...coz, i got really a nice dream. i knw, dream jst a dream and will not become real evn how i do. the dream is abt my oppa(동방신기/DBSK), i also can speak in korean well with them (^_________________^) really nice!!!!!!!, but btw them, i dunno who i am for them, i jst can talk well like we alrdy knw each othr for a long. i wonder, tht im thy manager? or staff who work with thm?...ummmmmm. the sad part i hate in the dream, DBSK is not 5 but only 2, coz 3 of thm alrdy in JYJ. in the dream, it jst start whr i n Jaejoong oppa dicuss abt somethg together (it's same like abt oppa new drama), on teh way im and Jaejoong oppa to the drama location, we accidently meet with Yunho & Changmin oppa in a casual look. whn we meet, agn i jst approach them nicely, we talk a while and Changmin oppa jst gv me a bright smile. i not clear, abt wht i talk with Yunho oppa, but it's same like abt Jeajoong oppa. i dunno why, in the dream, Jeajoong oppa nvr try to talk n approach Yunho & Changmin oppa well, he jst stand a far from thm n waiting for me done talking with Yunho & Changmin oppa. i saw a sadness in Yunho eyes when he look Jeajoong oppa like tht, but i dunno why i jst repetly say sorry to Yunho oppa to. whn it's so long i talk with Yunho oppa, Jeajoong oppa same look like mad towards me, and he jst go. see him like tht, i jst catch Jeajoong oppa back in worry mood. aftr i get Jeajoong oppa, i jst cry n say sorry repetly towards he..aigooo...i dunno why in ths dream, i alwys say 'SORRY'. Jeajoong oppa received my sorry, n we continue our work agn, whn i waiting for Jeajoong oppa done act, Yoochun oppa come to set n jst sit under tree looking at us. whn see Yoochun oppa, i jst replay it with smile....bcoz ths is jst a dream, suddenly the one bzy with act now is Yoochun oppa...(^O^) hahahahahha~~~~~~ Jeajoong oppa alrdy disappear???? aigooooo....dunno~~~~~~, when we in the car, Junsu oppa exist with tear coz bzy playing with twitter~~~~ i dunno in the end of teh dream bcome mo chaos like ths.....aftr all of the agn exist in the stage, i jst woke whn my alarm ringing~~~~ aishhhh~~~ so annoying whn ths happend tooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! OKEY~~~~ abt ths DREAM END HERE!
Friday, September 23, 2011
do u FeeL....
annyoung ^^
i back here finally, now alrdy 3:27a.m but i couldn't sleep yet...also today i didn't touch my work ^^ i just listen some song,watch some variety show n korean drama like usually.
today i realized something abt my body....do u ever feel your heart hurt alot when u remember abt someone or something??...yup, i do...but when i say like tht u'll curious abt wht right? but in the end u all jst told me tht i in love or something nonsense stuff abt love..ceh~ (,__,). i will explain when or what kind heart hurt i have, yup, i deny it tht i really stupid and clueless when ths happend (TT__TT) , but i thought ths happend since the day my separation with my housemate while i still study. maybe before i had feeling the pain like ths, but currently it's just more hurting me alot. everytime our memory start attack and play my favourite moments with them, my heart slowly like hurt....the more i let the memory control my mind, the more pain i feel. do u ever feel like someone try to stab and cut any part at your body????...um, even i not really know how much pain we have when someone do tht, but i know it's really hurt right? (X , X)....
i thought i'm really someone who couldn't go anywhr with my friend, how much i treat thm or myb thy treat me in bad way, i still can't let thy hand go...because i just back to thm (;__;) like nothing happend. aigooooo....(T ~ T)
i dunno i just rely with thm espcly to the tht one person (umm...should i say her name? or not? but her name start with S and end wit A) in jst three year, i being like tht, we start with nice coincident...and end with nice to. evryone see our relationship alwys say tht i'm just enjoy bullying her, i keep ordee her doing this and tht....auffff (;__;)but i didn't mean to do somethg like tht to her, i just someone easily forget abt somethg and it's hard for me to handle somethg well...cause i'm really a clumsy person to....but i know she also understand it right? (@ , @) (ummm....maybe). eevrytms talk abt my study life i jst end talk abt her more and say tht i'm so close with her without i noticed it....because of tht, i jst end with hurting my friend when i at school which be a friend since 8,6 or 5 year with me...it's really unfair right? (TT ^ TT) (even cry hard can't change anythg)...even ths happend to me,but i really,really,really,reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy LOVE MY school friends in first place at my heart!!!!! really!!!!!! (espcly the 2 fellow who alwys busy ('<';))
now i just end my friendship with my housemate with looking at thy picture, but i wil cry for miss thm alot, cause i'm cool like usually too (^__~) (does both of ths person hope me cry alot when think abt thm?? huh!!). another thing happend to me now, i alwys hope i just end got job at thy're place or myb same with thy..huhuhuhuhuhu how stupid i dreaming abt tht.... (still hope for it...) i dun wan end to forget thm, even i couldn't alwys get in touch with thm now...(bcz alwys out of credit/jst hard to go buy credit/when on9 thy not on9)..aurgggggggg (✖╭╮✖)
to the person start with S n end with A for her name, i just can say the words sorry..coz, i alwys hesitation + shy (*^^*) to make a call or talk with u, coz i never be so nice like tht to talk with u in long time right? or show my angelic side with u right? evn to say 'how do u do?,hi,do u miss me?'..aghhhhh, really not a comfortable situation to me...(ㄒoㄒ)(u know wht i mean right?)
could we meet agn one day? i hope could stay as one like before....arghhhhh~~~~ ⎝⎲⎵⎲⎠ the pain attack me now!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....hate ths feeling......yah!!!! why ths song i heard now jst repetly non-stop!! (forget abt i click repeat button) .....*야!!! 우리 친구,왜 날 잃게 벌을?!!!!!!! 이거 노므 아퍼서....v(ಥ ̯ ಥ)v (*yah!! my friend,why punish me like this?! this very hurt..)
to my heaven posmen -----> could u tell thm ths? or just me feel ths? could u ever hv a same situation like me? could u feel hurt sometms bcoz your memory?...oh, myb i ask u alot, but i jst wan know tht u also feel like me? or u just can listen me and do nothg? (same like me...) wht kind person r u? ,ummmmm, do u have a memory actly?..........evn how i hope u alwys be my first ear to heard my story agn...it's really a long time i didn't call u right?...i back now, n agn share it with u...٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶
i back here finally, now alrdy 3:27a.m but i couldn't sleep yet...also today i didn't touch my work ^^ i just listen some song,watch some variety show n korean drama like usually.
today i realized something abt my body....do u ever feel your heart hurt alot when u remember abt someone or something??...yup, i do...but when i say like tht u'll curious abt wht right? but in the end u all jst told me tht i in love or something nonsense stuff abt love..ceh~ (,__,). i will explain when or what kind heart hurt i have, yup, i deny it tht i really stupid and clueless when ths happend (TT__TT) , but i thought ths happend since the day my separation with my housemate while i still study. maybe before i had feeling the pain like ths, but currently it's just more hurting me alot. everytime our memory start attack and play my favourite moments with them, my heart slowly like hurt....the more i let the memory control my mind, the more pain i feel. do u ever feel like someone try to stab and cut any part at your body????...um, even i not really know how much pain we have when someone do tht, but i know it's really hurt right? (X , X)....
i thought i'm really someone who couldn't go anywhr with my friend, how much i treat thm or myb thy treat me in bad way, i still can't let thy hand go...because i just back to thm (;__;) like nothing happend. aigooooo....(T ~ T)
i dunno i just rely with thm espcly to the tht one person (umm...should i say her name? or not? but her name start with S and end wit A) in jst three year, i being like tht, we start with nice coincident...and end with nice to. evryone see our relationship alwys say tht i'm just enjoy bullying her, i keep ordee her doing this and tht....auffff (;__;)but i didn't mean to do somethg like tht to her, i just someone easily forget abt somethg and it's hard for me to handle somethg well...cause i'm really a clumsy person to....but i know she also understand it right? (@ , @) (ummm....maybe). eevrytms talk abt my study life i jst end talk abt her more and say tht i'm so close with her without i noticed it....because of tht, i jst end with hurting my friend when i at school which be a friend since 8,6 or 5 year with me...it's really unfair right? (TT ^ TT) (even cry hard can't change anythg)...even ths happend to me,but i really,really,really,reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy LOVE MY school friends in first place at my heart!!!!! really!!!!!! (espcly the 2 fellow who alwys busy ('<';))
now i just end my friendship with my housemate with looking at thy picture, but i wil cry for miss thm alot, cause i'm cool like usually too (^__~) (does both of ths person hope me cry alot when think abt thm?? huh!!). another thing happend to me now, i alwys hope i just end got job at thy're place or myb same with thy..huhuhuhuhuhu how stupid i dreaming abt tht.... (still hope for it...) i dun wan end to forget thm, even i couldn't alwys get in touch with thm now...(bcz alwys out of credit/jst hard to go buy credit/when on9 thy not on9)..aurgggggggg (✖╭╮✖)
to the person start with S n end with A for her name, i just can say the words sorry..coz, i alwys hesitation + shy (*^^*) to make a call or talk with u, coz i never be so nice like tht to talk with u in long time right? or show my angelic side with u right? evn to say 'how do u do?,hi,do u miss me?'..aghhhhh, really not a comfortable situation to me...(ㄒoㄒ)(u know wht i mean right?)
could we meet agn one day? i hope could stay as one like before....arghhhhh~~~~ ⎝⎲⎵⎲⎠ the pain attack me now!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....hate ths feeling......yah!!!! why ths song i heard now jst repetly non-stop!! (forget abt i click repeat button) .....*야!!! 우리 친구,왜 날 잃게 벌을?!!!!!!! 이거 노므 아퍼서....v(ಥ ̯ ಥ)v (*yah!! my friend,why punish me like this?! this very hurt..)
to my heaven posmen -----> could u tell thm ths? or just me feel ths? could u ever hv a same situation like me? could u feel hurt sometms bcoz your memory?...oh, myb i ask u alot, but i jst wan know tht u also feel like me? or u just can listen me and do nothg? (same like me...) wht kind person r u? ,ummmmm, do u have a memory actly?..........evn how i hope u alwys be my first ear to heard my story agn...it's really a long time i didn't call u right?...i back now, n agn share it with u...٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶
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