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sometimes other dun know and doing something without them know its well, i have some story to share. i'm sorry that i always to let my postmen heaven to heard some story here. so i will share it..... this story about one girl that keep break one heart. that girl didn't meant to being rude to that person, but that the way she could doing to prevent everything become more worse. how much that person keep fix and doing something to not hurting that girl and to make that girl understand everything well, that girl just push it away. how much cruel that girl doing to that person, that person just never stop everything. the last promise that could make that girl relief for a while that person also granted it, but that girl still feel everything become more worse that before now. how far that girl go to avoiding that person, is nothing. that person keep coming and waiting for that girl. that girl know when one person never give up like that, she could be nice to that person, but the feeling of afraid to that person more high than should act nice now. meet that person now since that girl ask that person to go first it's same like that girl meet something dangerous in her life. to protect other, that girl walling to do anything to that person just for a while. that girl dunno why nothing between them to star everything. act cool and fine, make that girl feel more nervous. why when that girl meet that person now, that girl just though "could i end everything quickly now? can u say something? can u stop starring at me like that? why i feel like this person not u anymore?". How much that girl talk in her heart, that girl couldn't say it loudly now. that sorrow in that person eyes totally make that girl feel little bit worse. when between of them just keep silent like that, that person start to make the awkward situation to be more friendly. "are u sick? why u just change now? it's same like i meet other person now? u grow well now...are u still afraid meet me?". how much that person ask,nothing to reply it back, just one expression that girl give to that person that she also long time not meet. that person never give up to make that girl open her mouth. "u can act what u want,but i totally hope u can give me some time....can u listen and smile to me? no one remember my birthday,even u told me u dun remember it too, i can see u lie to me again....u can lie as much u want....i just want a while with u something i can end it....". that girl just dunno to answer it,just one word that girl say. "do u think i will be same like u can do it before? i come becoz i dun wan u be crazy and touch my new person in my life...". That girl just can say it bravely. small smile at that person face that girl can see it, suddenly that person hand also try to pet that girl head, but one step behind that girl open to avoiding it. "again u become like this to me....but i will not mad about this...that u found some that make u happy like u say? it's hard for u right? u always act like kid when face with love and at the same time u want hold it tightly again, that u cry at night when u fail it? that u run away again when u can't handle it? that u hurt yourself becoz u can't feel pain it well? and the most important that u skip meal again when u can't handle everything?". That girl can't deny it that person just know her well like this. "that i'm so easy to u like this? that u test me? or that u just curse me?....i know u has told me that i could found someone i love coz i keep hurting u like this....how much u want me to struggle like u, i still can go on with my life again....i still have my prenz that i can laugh and play to forget everything....especially someone like u!". that person just same take that girl word like nothing. "i never trying to look down with your love,but i always worry to u when this happens....someone told me u just can cry and act like kid again when u really down....do u know,the way u act when u down, just same like what i face to handle u....but when i on that moment,i still remember your words to me....u told me to stop act like kid and stop to make u and other worries,u also ask me to stay at my bed and listen to u well....but u,u can't do that right? i'm also on that moment...even i'm is man,but it's really hurt...sometimes i can't breath properly coz of that...". that girl just start annoy with each words come from that person. "hey,that u come here and ask me to meet u just to say this? even u heard how much hard i face with my own matters,that nothing to u...i will handle it well!now i just want to know what u urgently ask me to meet u and make me like crazy to come meet u and stand in front of u like this?" dunno what make that person just suddenly put smiled at he face and suddenly make he act like he really happy. that person just grab that girl hand and ask that girl follow every step he go now. on that moment that girl just be nice and never trying to make everything more worse. that person bring that girl to eat something but again that girl refuse hardly towards that person. every time that girl refuse that girl really trying hard hold he anger a lot. what that girl doing same make everything look more pity to that person now.when it comes to end, that person trying to make everything more good memory. "can u take care my last gift? even u cant keep it, could u let it fine...i know u will not keep it like i want...but just dun throw it....make my gift fine...this thing just like u...even u will not look at my gift....its ok bcoz u not a so cruel girl i know...and my last request, can i sent u to the your way?" that girl accept the gift but to sent her, that girl can't give permission. "im sorry,i couldn't allow u do that...i dun want to sit in one place with u...i dun have courage to let u do that to me...the moment u ask me like that before,i just bring me somewhere i can't run...u hold me like criminal...even u never touch me...the way u do it to me still fresh...". that person expression just change,its same like he can't hold he anger...that person just grab that girl hand hardly and look at that girl like he will do a same. on that moment, that girl just can defend her self and again that person hurting that girl. "im sorry i didn't meant to hurt u...i dunno u still remember it...u still afraid it....im sorry..." that girl feel worse coz of that and just go while that girl still feel hurt with what that person doing before. when that girl confidently that she already far from that person, secretly that girl look at back,but that person not longer there,that person disappear well. dunno what feeling should that girl give,but the truth what feeling that girl still feel,is afraid of that person. nothing good memory that could make that girl fine towards that person now. if that really the end,maybe it's good for everything. since that day,that girl should feel fine and relief,but again that girl just become the place that everyone ask that person alot. make that girl little bit worry that the way that person revenge to that girl. and suddenly one call come to ear that girl,just a voice of someone mad and sad in same time. that person just make he life messy and make that girl feel totally blame. that person involved an accident again, this time same more serious than before. why that person make it again and revenge that girl like this. other blame that girl well, but that girl keep strong and just trying hard to find something that could make her feel the blame. find something to make that girl cry and lost her mind for a while its a best way now. that girl ask her self again and again,that she should care or ignore it. that girl is a weak person like usually. give some words to that person again and ask him to doing something that will make both if them life in the fine way. agree to do that....and that person still trying hard to make it better. "dear u,i just arrange my life like this coz that u want it...u a strong girl like usually,u also cry for me even not your mistake....i dunno if u still worries with my words to u,i also hope u face the same i face with u now....i can't see u find a happiness way like me...let's we ruin our life together...that i really want u face....i really can't act nice to wish a nice thing to u...from i know u still struggle to face real love....that my wish just granted again? even u hurt worse i hope u just comfort it alone i dun want anyone lend shoulder to u than me....can u do that? can?" dunno what that person really want,but that girl should face her own way as she can now. should it the end for that girl??? its hard to predict...but i hope it's really end.

The Story tHat SouLd End

to my heaven postmen, i thought that story alrdy end but actly not.... that stupid guy again calling that girl....even that stupid guy can speak well when he heard that girl voice...that girl know evrythg. the happy day for that stupid guy alrdy near, but why that stupid guy calling that girl and just with small talk that girl just trying hard to make evrthg find to that stupid guy. act nothing that's what that girl can do it when it's about that stupid guy again. wish him and talk nicely....that girl do it well. dunno if that stupid guy crying or just listen now.....that girl nearly drop her tears.... " why that stupid guy just silent and never put he temper towards me like usually????" that's what that girl could whispering in her heart. that girl know that stupid guy just bleeding alot coz of her....but the last promise both of them made will never could broke anymore....if that happend that stupid guy will regret it again. even the way that girl act now really make that stupid guy feel worse but that stupid guy just become someone obedient when it's about that girl again..... the conversation btw them just end with 'um' with both.... heaven postmen that story really end?