mystery Mystery ^^

Annyoung ^^
My eyes couldn’t close yet,so I just listen some song here alone. Tonight is so cool,bcoz of the rain really pleasant me.
The song keep playing and change in my playlist of song right now,and like usually to all my list of song just a Korean song….wow~~ so fantasticccccccccccccccccccccc Q(^_^Q) i LOVE it so much!!!!!
What I wan to share not about song I heard right now,but something keep disturb my mind lately. I dunno why everyone around me lately keep asking about my partner and why i still single in the age everyone should in LOVE (that what some of the person I know thought). Waaaa~ it’s so annoying to me,why I should be in love and why keep told me to not be single anymore??? Why??? I could understand it will now….and also keep asking me what kind a type of man I like repetly,but when I told how my type of man I wan they just told that I so choose and had a high taste. The type I really like so much also will be just a dream for me. That what they also told me to…acammm~
What I can say,i’m not give up or hate to being in love,but what I can say,maybe I dun have any fate yet to fallen in love now. Enough with someone could make me smile widely lately…kikikikiki…the person I mean is a Shim Changmin and Jung wooyoung…aigooo~ dunno how I can change my heart to the both of them lately. Arggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!! Stresssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!! (@! @)
even lately I didn’t messed my glance to the both of them,I still put my LOVEY DOVEY no 1 in my heart. Who else if not Jung Yunhooooooooooooooooooo oppa!!!! Yup I can’t control my eyes from keep staring at other guy to,especially lately so many younger idol keep coming at stage…hahahahaha~~~.(omo that mean I keep being noona loh (TT__TT))
Why I say I still can’t forget Jung yunho well even it’s going so far now for me to reach him (haiss~ I talk like i already couple with him and like him know me (o.O)). Sometime when I feel worse when everyone keep talking about they partner and keep asking me about this to,the warm of Yunho come in my mind first,not Shim Changmin or Jung Wooyoung but Yunhooooooooo!!! It’s so amazing. How can I let he go from me even I always forget he sometime,that will call my fate??? Or what….the day I cry from someone hurting me well and the day someone give me hope but we had a different fate and path…Jung Yunho come to my dream,give a sweet smile and same like he trying courage me well there. The place I dunno where,the day I dunno when, just me and Yunho oppa there which give me glow and make me realized what I should go and do now.
Even I dun have a answer to the question person asking why im single,I still belived that someone more perfect and fine to me will come. Even I dunno the day and the time,it will happened to me one day right. So just let me live as i can now,stop disturb me with annoying question,and trying to match me with other person,I just belived with my way now.

{Ummmm….that mean I really crazy fan right~….i thought that what my PH (postmen heaven) will saying to me right….oh ya,this situation also happened to u my PH? Do u have any star u proud about them and become like me to?i really dunno u well right my PH,so let me know if u have one k (^_~)V}

Like this or That~

annyoung~

since i involved in other world,i got lil bit shock.....i dunno why someone i know always talk about guy???? it's okey to talk about them sometime but not always!!! arggggg...it's more better i heard someone already married talk about her husband only than someone dun have any relationship yet talk about another person different sex than them.... TT__TT
sometime i got wonder,what other person thought when heard about this kind a person talk about guy well...sometime i need to pretend as i listen all,but actually i'm not. even i'm always be naughty and act like know everything about someone different sex than me i'm still feel wekkk~ (actly i really know well abt real side of guy espcly negative think n stupid thought from them to other different sex) to heard a fantasy love story...aigooooo~~~~
and i also heard something make me mad from my buddies. haisss~~ (-_-")....one of my friend(guy)he lately going strange about he life. i couldn't understand why he messy he own life with another problem???why? what i know,he really need a job now,but when he failed all job interview,he start choice a wrong path! he busy he life with a LOVE story and involved other problem which he dunno that person well(chatting friend from FB). becoz of that,he take all the chatting friend told him seriously...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! totallly dumb guy!!!!! how can ask a dumb question to my buddies too? u don't have any pride??? do u blind or just act blind???? how easily u belived in chatting friend u just know????? what the hell???!!!! u a guy,but just be a dumb guy i know~~~~ even u told my buddies that u already broke-up with u GF?????? what?what??????.....
the most weakness u guy is so rely with other and can't solve it by yourself! how stupid u guy! u need a good listener my buddies trying to be the best and adviced u as well as she can,but in the end u be so rude to her and like trying to told everyone that my buddies do a big mistake to u after she got fed-up with u nonsense problem!!!!! i hate this kind of person who just give a trouble to other and not listen what other person told,u act like a pro but doing a stupidessssssssssssss thing in the world,if u act like that,i don't think u can survive in this world anymore and maybe one day u will be a bigger loser i know!!!!!!
how can u ruin your life bcoz a stupid problem...i really dunno what kind a person he is actually!!!!!!! geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ so hate it!!!!!!!!

We Didn'T meanT to Be

annyoung~^^

he back....but i dunno he just forget everything or act he doing well now. i couldn't read he face anymore coz he didn't try to look into me. from this corner i just watching he back well too,look at he smile make me smile little bit. and i talk to myself....'he finally know that what i wan and he could live well now'.
suddenly i noticed a sad eyes watching me now,i scared to look back and just act that i really dun care him anymore what he doing and how he now,i don't care. yup! i belived i really can do it and live well now,if i can't do it,i the one will back to him. the feeling i feel right now when we meet again now just the feeling i scared if u going crazy but i know u can hold everything well....u are really a matured guy i know now,totally different than before.
even this a short meeting of our,we just all alredy know what the right and not....again before u go,i just can talk by myself. 'how are u?' 'how your life?' 'u really a true man which can fight old memory well,im proud of u'. but everything just stuck in my mouth,coz that a better well to us.
someone always say,sometime the old memory can vanished well when both of us can think positive and why we in this destiny. absolutely u not my destiny and u too right. so i will waiting for real destiny i will go one day,and u too~ Q(^_^Q)

My love GonE agaiN

lately i start to love as i can,but this week i heard he gone and will not come anymore. that mean we can't see each other anymore. i pretend to be strong and keep a sadness feeling inside me. also i keep smiling like i happy heard that i will not see he again. i can't cry like a stupid person now, i can't do anything (-V-). woooo~~~ clap to myself (*__*),how can i be so strong like this? or maybe i'm so heartless???? i really dunno...oh my heaven posmen could u belived i do this? i dunno why to,i thought that i dun have a strong reason to cry just of that.why i be like that???? i dun have a good reason to explain this situation. sometime silently i look at he pic, like a stupid person again i start feel something not right, it's same like something wrong at my heart i feel lil bit pain and couldn't breath well. the feeling make me annoying and i just ignore it and stop looking at the pic anymore. waaaaa~~~~ how i can describe the situation and feeling. maybe u know what right my Heaven Posmen ^^

i couldn't say anything abt it,that's why i hate to start love someone with my heart liek this,coz i just hurting myself well right....(TT___TT)
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Hi ^^

Annyoung ^^

hi my heaven posmen!!! what r u doing? how do u do? it's been a long time i thought tht i didn't post new story right???,but even how, i will come back here to great u like before....

oh ya, i thought i have lil bit confidence lately to involved in worker world, i know it will hard to someone like me, but i will try the best and also i just start it from the bottom now. i dunno i proud about this or not,but i should proud it right? cause i finally start to grow up as another people out thr ^^. sometime i feel like what i really interested to doing,maybe will disappear with wind one day. why i say like that,because i realized that real life i will face everyday really tough and so far to i reach. i already choose another path for my life,so i should end what i choose until i succes even i know this path also hard for me.
day by day, i try to be rasional in my path even i dunno what will happend in future right. oh ya,the funny thing i had thought before is about married life. i had thought about how if i just end my life with married someone who walling accpect me and bear what i will give to the person only,but the most important i just thought about i should married a rich person only. when my dongseng heard it,she got mad to me,and also told me if i already thought bad thing about that,i will not got it. so i back to sense and again try to face reality of my life.

my heaven posmen, do u also have stress until u doing a same thing like i do? or maybe u never thought about a married life yet?....hahahaha~~~ even i thought like that actually,i really dunno what meaning a married life, even i already heard about it at TV,internet and more...hahahahahaha~~~
oh ya, if i really got the job, i will start on November...so i hope i will try hard in the job, even it just a small job to start and also different from what i learn for a 3 years....hahahaha....FIGHTINGGGGGG!!!! Q(^_^Q)