sinCe ma Heart foR u^^

Annyoung^^ Lately I totally going crazy,I dunno who the person I really love,I dunno what I should do too..ehy I become like this???? But everytime I saw ma first love,I feel worse and guilty,I scare if I lost him. Only sigh I could while I writing this…I dunno if I really forget ma first love now or not…yup,I know,I never see u for a long time now,but sometime I still heard about your story well here. Like some night before,I dunno with who I should look into the make my heart calm…so my finger suddenly type your name,and it make me smile alone while I see your pic. Sometime u give me strength to live in this world well,but why I could see only when I already got the strength from u…I just see other person in ma life now…day by day I just try get close with ma new person. I’m happy about it,I follow ma heart to make ma lige more bright,but in the bright moment I found the dark space in ma heart even it’s just a small space,I could do anything abt the space…ma heart got someone feeling that I could be so far if I act like this…something I feel like ma heart really not allow me to love other person than you,and ma heart want me known that the new person I try to know just a bcoz I dunno him well,I just know the person name and how mch he improve to survive in the hard world…but background,sad,happy and mad moment I still reach it from the new person…I also know even ma heart not block me from love other too. I just act cool to love other,but my heart hurt a lot when I smile to other person,coz I hope I will see you now,and I hope u will heard me well too….dream,dream and dream,it keep repet in ma mind now…dream make me grow well now…Yunho oppa…how I could forget you if you already conquer my heart…how I could forget your name easily??? Even I disappointed with u before,even u could heard me,even u can’t see ma heart,even u smile to other,even u dunno my existent…how????? I just can love u now…could I get new love if like this???? Huhuhuhuhuhu…..oppaaaaa~~~~ could i ger new love happily if i'm like this??? oppa...ottokae???? na moeri neoooooooomu apa....huhuhuhuhu.... <3 uri Heaven postmen...did u understadn it??? aigooo...why it become hard for me loh...did u have a situation like me too????