iF u DoiNg...

oN the raining morning...i got somthing confess in my heart....i keep thinking abt tht to..why?what?.....i no have clue....but what im really know, on that time,my mind keep playing a same memory...wah!!! i can't avoid it to, i know, my housemate talk back abt me...she the big sis in the house but didnt act like she shld be...and the one who be her partne who listen everythg abt that and i belived the person myb will talk somthg to....even i didnt care abt u @ whtevr...the secret btw us, i keep it n i wan u know, since the day i try to forget u,i never try to talk back to u or say everythg to another person, how much it pain to me, i just keep it alone, i try hard didnt tell @ share it wit someone...even how mny person beside me, i never talk bad @ story abt u anymore....and everytm u sent me mssge abt u go somewhr @ myb need to go bck to u hometwn, i jst let another person know it to, coz i dun wan answer anythg to another person n if i keep talk it myb will be somthg big n anothr person keep talking.....so i stop it.......on tht time to, i try to talk wit myslf who i call heaven posmen, which side alwys be the best listener......
how much i change since i knw u, i did not notice it, n how much i change to anothr side since i gv up on u...i dunno to...but why???? the way i choose....gv some effect to me now....n i cant cry for the somthg i alrdy hold it now...n one more thing i realize abt myslf now..im change n be the person who make anothr person regret n playing wit they heart n emotional.....yup, i can enjoy for the succes but i cant do anythg for the person............wht i hope to u now, please..even how, dun talk back abt me, n if u heard someone talk abt me, please stop it, let them stop...coz im alrdy do tht to u now....it fair rite if u doing somethg like tht to rite....tq if u doing tht aftr all...why i wrote it, coz my heaven posmen...can't do tht anymore....so please....to my SF

ThE naMe i Can'T sAy

spt biasa, byk pkr yg ssorg tak prh dpt tunaikan dgn sempurna, and myb ada sstgh je yg mencapainya...so menjadi kebiasaan bg yg tak dpt mencapainya menukarkan keinginan tu kpd pkr yg baru....

posmen heaven....mc sy selalu nyatakan yg khdpn ni bknnye mudah utk dilaksanakan dgn smprn dan sy juga ssorg yg selalu gagal nk smprnakan....mc2 sy cuba nak wat dan smprnkan..just segelintir je yg mampu sy laksanakan...but yg len...semua mengecewakan...but..u never grant my wish agn my posmen heaven.....wht i wan is...i hope i can fly and see evrythg...stop joking abt if i wan fly i shld take a flight...it not wht i wan...i jst hope i can fly freely and see wht i wan see from above....and hope i can protect the person i care....yup...maybe somtimes pe yg sy nak ni mc kelakar dan mungkin terlalu kebudakan..but sy still berharap dpt buat mc tu.....
oh ye, posmen heaven....mulai hr ni org yg sy suka dan cintai adlh kamu....so sy hrp awk akn protect sy ye....Q(^_^Q)!!!