Like this or That~

annyoung~

since i involved in other world,i got lil bit shock.....i dunno why someone i know always talk about guy???? it's okey to talk about them sometime but not always!!! arggggg...it's more better i heard someone already married talk about her husband only than someone dun have any relationship yet talk about another person different sex than them.... TT__TT
sometime i got wonder,what other person thought when heard about this kind a person talk about guy well...sometime i need to pretend as i listen all,but actually i'm not. even i'm always be naughty and act like know everything about someone different sex than me i'm still feel wekkk~ (actly i really know well abt real side of guy espcly negative think n stupid thought from them to other different sex) to heard a fantasy love story...aigooooo~~~~
and i also heard something make me mad from my buddies. haisss~~ (-_-")....one of my friend(guy)he lately going strange about he life. i couldn't understand why he messy he own life with another problem???why? what i know,he really need a job now,but when he failed all job interview,he start choice a wrong path! he busy he life with a LOVE story and involved other problem which he dunno that person well(chatting friend from FB). becoz of that,he take all the chatting friend told him seriously...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! totallly dumb guy!!!!! how can ask a dumb question to my buddies too? u don't have any pride??? do u blind or just act blind???? how easily u belived in chatting friend u just know????? what the hell???!!!! u a guy,but just be a dumb guy i know~~~~ even u told my buddies that u already broke-up with u GF?????? what?what??????.....
the most weakness u guy is so rely with other and can't solve it by yourself! how stupid u guy! u need a good listener my buddies trying to be the best and adviced u as well as she can,but in the end u be so rude to her and like trying to told everyone that my buddies do a big mistake to u after she got fed-up with u nonsense problem!!!!! i hate this kind of person who just give a trouble to other and not listen what other person told,u act like a pro but doing a stupidessssssssssssss thing in the world,if u act like that,i don't think u can survive in this world anymore and maybe one day u will be a bigger loser i know!!!!!!
how can u ruin your life bcoz a stupid problem...i really dunno what kind a person he is actually!!!!!!! geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ so hate it!!!!!!!!

We Didn'T meanT to Be

annyoung~^^

he back....but i dunno he just forget everything or act he doing well now. i couldn't read he face anymore coz he didn't try to look into me. from this corner i just watching he back well too,look at he smile make me smile little bit. and i talk to myself....'he finally know that what i wan and he could live well now'.
suddenly i noticed a sad eyes watching me now,i scared to look back and just act that i really dun care him anymore what he doing and how he now,i don't care. yup! i belived i really can do it and live well now,if i can't do it,i the one will back to him. the feeling i feel right now when we meet again now just the feeling i scared if u going crazy but i know u can hold everything well....u are really a matured guy i know now,totally different than before.
even this a short meeting of our,we just all alredy know what the right and not....again before u go,i just can talk by myself. 'how are u?' 'how your life?' 'u really a true man which can fight old memory well,im proud of u'. but everything just stuck in my mouth,coz that a better well to us.
someone always say,sometime the old memory can vanished well when both of us can think positive and why we in this destiny. absolutely u not my destiny and u too right. so i will waiting for real destiny i will go one day,and u too~ Q(^_^Q)

My love GonE agaiN

lately i start to love as i can,but this week i heard he gone and will not come anymore. that mean we can't see each other anymore. i pretend to be strong and keep a sadness feeling inside me. also i keep smiling like i happy heard that i will not see he again. i can't cry like a stupid person now, i can't do anything (-V-). woooo~~~ clap to myself (*__*),how can i be so strong like this? or maybe i'm so heartless???? i really dunno...oh my heaven posmen could u belived i do this? i dunno why to,i thought that i dun have a strong reason to cry just of that.why i be like that???? i dun have a good reason to explain this situation. sometime silently i look at he pic, like a stupid person again i start feel something not right, it's same like something wrong at my heart i feel lil bit pain and couldn't breath well. the feeling make me annoying and i just ignore it and stop looking at the pic anymore. waaaaa~~~~ how i can describe the situation and feeling. maybe u know what right my Heaven Posmen ^^

i couldn't say anything abt it,that's why i hate to start love someone with my heart liek this,coz i just hurting myself well right....(TT___TT)
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