Im sorry about that

I really dunno about that, if i know I will never trying to fix anything with u anymore. How could u just being silent and let other hate u because of me?. If I know it from the start I really stop everything. What your friend saying is right 2, their the first person meet u and sharing your feeling as gud buddy in your life and that’s why I never trying 2 hate other person who come in your life first or last one. I’m also will meet other person and keep all my buddy in my heart. I can see what your friend trying 2 say and deliver. U should stop talking about me in front of them if u know their didn’t like u doing that, it’s really ok for me. The day I separated with u I can’t deny that I crying hard and told my other buddy about u as I can. For the first time their heard about that from me and I never call their name just u, I know that I already hurting them who come to me first and I quickly make their understand and I promise 2 bring u 2 them, and I grant it 2 them. Since that day, their just understand everything about our relationship and also advice me about what I doing 2 u before. On that time I was crying again in front of them. I meet variety type of friend and at a same time I always care about ma buddy feeling without thought about other around ma buddy, I really wan protect ma buddy but I can’t now. I really can’t fight about other who come to one of ma buddy first, and ma buddy just could treat them as usually their do 2, please dun hurting them at least their already hurting u first with some nonsense reason. In ma case now, I really dun wan make u look stupid in front other who come first it’s ok if u look at me like that but not ma buddy please…..before maybe I will stand for something like this but now I will not doing that again, just let me be a gud person now. In this case 2, yup I will let u go well and dun look at me with some reason that make me believed everything again. Just go 2 the first person which make u happy and make u life colorful. U has such a nice old story than me….if their say their dun like me just comfort them and forget about me. I believed u can do it, it’s ok for me now.