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TodaY mYb a TiriNg daY i Hv...eVn hoW, ToDaY aLrdY pasT...buT im ReaLizEd soMetHg wRoNg tOwaRds mY fEeLinG whIcH i ALwyS FeeL emPtY bEfOre..ThS FeeLinG...i thiNks..tHs feeLinG coMe tO me aFtR i FiniSh mY stuDY...i WonDer whY aLoT...wHicH paRt mK iT worse LiKe thS??? i woNder...buT toDay in The tiRinG daY i HV..wHeN i c TWO friEnd mEEt aGn toDay..tHey huG tiGhTLy inTo eaCh oTher..aNd tHeY staRt tO shAre tHey'r oWn Life...whT thy do?whC thR leaVe noW..n MorE..waTchiNg thE sCene..i SuddEnLy asKinG mySeLf.. 'i Hv a FriEnd wHc i caN't saY thE reaL woRd tOwarDs tHe persOn'..n i sigh... and wHeN i bacK tO mY hOmE AFtR a tirinG daY..when i laY oN my bEd,i QuiCkLy faLL aSleEp N aFtR tHt i SerIouSLy FaLL iN deeP dreAmLanD..
iN my DreaM..i MeeT aLL mY FriEnd buT i can't see u..EvRyOnE tHr..wE enJoY ToGetHer..pLay, cHat n ShaRe EvRyThg..n ThE teaRs tO...buT seCretLy iN tHe paRty..i duNNo wHy i cRy seCretLy iN tHe daRk aLLeY..iT saMe LiKe a CrZY ThG i DoiNg iN mY LiFe..CoZ I cRy buT i can'T saY anYtHg n weN eVryOnE aSK me wHy im cRy..i can'T TeLL a GooD exCuSe to.....

mY LiFe ReaLLy haRd withoUt the PerSoN aCtLy, eVn i eaSiLY diSLiKe sOMe of tHe pErSoN BehaVioR...tHe pErsOn...jSt stAy bY my siDe as tHe persOn caN...yuP,i can't denied whicH mY behaViOr i gv tHe persOn n wHt tHe persOn saW...iT's ThE reaL mE...siNce i meeT tHe persOn..I aLrdY mK a ProMise tO mk u stay bY mY siDe to as my FrieNd...buT i nvR tOLd u tHt riTe?..i can't i dOn'T knW hOw tO starT iT...but wItHouT saY anYtHg u saMe CLeaR aBt me..u aLwyS remind me whT i forgeT..coZ iM a kinD a PersOn aLwyS fOrGet SomEthG iMportAnT aNd duNNo hV tO aRRangEd EvrythG RiTe..u maKe iT tO me...u A PersOn WhO sUppOrT mE aLot..wHen i caMe as a strange person in aNotHer person Eye..mY iNteresTiNg,my waY n ThE waY i thInk qbsOluTelY diFfereNt LiKe aNoTher pErsoN,im saMe LiKe hV a oWN PLaNeT riTe? bUt hOw U caN ThrOugh mY PLaNet? U LiKe a mY taiLs sOmEtiMe..coZ wHr i bE tHr u AlWyS ThR tO..AnD mYb iN oThR persOn eYe thiNk tHt im LiKE buLLy u..bUt i DuNNo hOw thS aLL HaPPend...

iM reaLLy a baD pErsoN u KnW accTLy..i caN't hanDLe mY eMotioN tO u wEN sOmeThg HaPpend BtW us..i NvR asK u wHt u doiNg tHT oR it's tht TrUe?....i JsT staRt ThE FiGhT wiThoUt thiNk aBt aNotHr effEct..yUp,aGn i denied iT, u a tiReD PersOn i waN ProTect...i DuNnO hOw muCH TeaRs CaMe oUt eVryTms wE iN tRoUbLe..n i HaTe ThE caLm faCe u sHoW evrytMs wE figHt tO...U tHe oNe pErsOn whC i aLwyS nEEd starT tO taLk agN afTr wE figHt...sOmEtMs i boRed iN thS siTuatIoN..iT'S samE LiKe jsT iM tHe One wHO maKe a EffoRt tO baCK tO u...becoZ of ThT to iM staRt tO hOlD aLL mY tEarS weN soMetHg baD haPPenD agN bTw Us N mY LiFe...

iM sO soRrY coz i ReaLLy duNNo tO saY a woRd tO u n aLL mY frienD BY mY sIde...i jSt caN sHoW hoW muCh i caRe abT U wiTh hurtiNg u n MK sOmE eFfort tO u hate Me...eVeN noW i can't saY aNytHg...i HoPe iF u read thS dOn'T qUestioN aBt friEnD WE hV...n i HoPe u caN kEEP tHe memOrY i gV u As yoR fRieNd iN thS firsT PlaCe...buT pLs don't saY aNytHg abT thS iN fronT Of ME..I KnoW wVryThg...buT i can'T saY it..N i knW u caN UnderstAnD iT cLearLy tO rIte?.....oh ya, OUR liFe reaLLy GoiNg harD daY bY daY now...eSPcLy tO Me...iF u miNd? dO u waN bE mY assistant agN *hahahaha* (tHt wHt i aLwYs caLL u rite)


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